These last two weeks must be the most detached I have ever felt on this journey. I feel disenchanted, almost like the astral realms are in the far distance, like a fog. This has been difficult for me. I feel insecure, unsafe and alone. But I know that my spirit guides are there. I know that the angels are just waiting on me to call for help. It is just a phase. Not quite a test of faith, but a phase.
This morning I woke up feeling the need to put things into place business-wise. And I did. For the first time in these two weeks I was able to work for more than two hours without feeling tired, sleepy or bored. My call for help was answered today, and for that I am grateful. People think I’m crazy, but looking at the world through the eyes of a child is the only way we are able to see the beauty. With that innocence, and faith that what will be will be, I am able to see the world for what it really is and the beauty within us all.
I hope this coming full moon brings with it a new energy for me to work with. A new energy to experience.